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Umbra

by Bobby Mathis

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1.
Castaway 03:29
Can't wash away this awful taste stuck on my tongue I wish I could have stayed I guess I'm just afraid to play this game I've never won But guarded hearts, they fall apart by one as well as two What scares you most is you A Castaway, the last remains of who you were But that's the price you pay, You let her get away the day you gave yourself to her But guarded hearts, they fall apart by one as well as two What scares you most is you
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502 02:08
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Pretender 03:32
Now that we're older Why can't we start over? I could even get sober, At least till the end of October But if I could make the same mistake, I would take this corpse, reanimate it it's all just the parts of a man And if I had only known back then that I'd never make it back again... Was it all just part of the plan? Off on a bender trying not to remember that day in December The day I became a pretender But it's not your fault, it's mine I'm fine Don't even try and pretend I know this is the end But if I could make the same mistake I would take this corpse, reanimate it it's all just the parts of a man And if I had only known back then that I'd never see your face again... Was it all just part of the plan? (part of the plan) It's not your fault, it's mine, I'm fine Don't even try to explain Thanks for playing the game It's not your fault, it's mine I'm fine Don't need to try and explain It's all part of the game
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All The Same 04:57
What's that poison in your mouth? Can you make it disappear? Tell me everything I wanted to hear If it's all the same to you, then it's all the same to me I'll take anything that feels like relief Is it possible that you lost it all? Sold your soul for a handful of pills Doesn't matter to the ladder if you climb or keep perfectly still If I make it through today, you can thank the racketeers Nothing motivates you quite like the fear As we kill ourselves to live, memories leaking like a sieve we'll forget but we'll never forgive Please remind me where to find me, even then I can never be sure what's behind me, someone blind me so I won't have to look anymore 'Cause there in the dark, it's all the same What's a spark without a flame? Under this fallow soil I'll rest this hallowed coil Until, I'd have you know, my dear you'll never have to be alone while I'm here (well, I'm here) And in the dark, it's all the same What's a spark without a flame? Before too long we'll be on a boat floating back to the sea Hope you're floating with me In the dark it's all the same What's a spark without a flame? Before too long we'll be on a boat floating back to the sea
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Out on your own, how does it feel? Just watchin' the road and clutchin' the wheel And what're you after, yeah what'll you find? The greener the pasture, the sweeter the climb Don't take my word for it In time, you'll see There's not a word for it But there oughta' be In the moonlight There's a shadow In the moonlight Testin' the water to see how it feels Now we're takin' it slow, now we're keepin' it real It's not 'ever-after' till after tonight It's the end of a chapter, it's the start of a fight Don't take my word for it In time, you'll see There's not a word for it But there oughta be So Happy Reckoning Day, it's finally here No more waiting around to erode from the weight of the load that you bear (that you bear) In the moonlight There's a shadow In the moonlight And in the sunlight There's a shadow In the sunlight So Happy Reckoning Day, it's finally here No more waiting around to erode from the weight of the load that you bear (that you bear) Happy Reckoning Day, yeah, it's finally here No waiting around to erode from the weight of the load that you bear (that you bear) No more counting it down, it's apocalypse now It's so painfully clear, yeah the rapture is here It's finally here It's finally here It's finally here
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You try to forget it But you know that you won't, No, you won't You wish you could spin it But you cant, So you don't You always knew your love was true and you still ran away It's nothing new, you always do, just like Art Vandelay As light as a feather Can't believe I can float, Yeah, I can float And it might be the weather But I feel like building us a boat And if it's too good to be true, then you can bet it is You always knew that you could never be a benedict Whatever the cost, I lost when you were left bereft of me Whatever will be, will be, will be And if nothing is real, Then how would you feel about being something real with me? Why don't we see how it could be? How it could be... You got what you wanted Now you're free to believe what you already know This house isn't haunted But you feel like screaming at the ghosts You always knew her love was true and you still parted ways It's nothing new, you always do just like Art Vandelay Whatever the cost, I lost when you were left bereft of me Whatever will be, will be, will be And if nothing is real, then how would you feel about being something real with me? Why don't we see what we can see? 'Said whatever the cost, I lost When you were left bereft of me Whatever will be, will be, will be And if nothing is real, then how would you feel about being nothing real with me? Why don't we see what we could see? What we could see...
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Elephino 01:04
Show me a sign, before I go blind If It's all in your mind Why can't you leave it behind? Spare a thought for the sand But you can't understand what you don't understand Tried pulling the strand It fell apart in your hands Now it's over and done and nobody won, yeah, nobody won Are you not having fun Staring up at the gun?
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Love me tender, love me twice Be my vendor, be my vice Keep me starved and keep me fed Give me everything and leave me for dead (and) It filled my heart with dread... When she said: Who's that clawing at my door? Who's that crawling back for more? Been through all of this before, But you never let me under your skin (no) You never let me in {Let me in} Can't recall a time when I Fell in love without a lie Still, I hope you know I tried In my sad, decrepit, tepid display But the fear is here to stay When you say: How the embers start to cool! How could I be such a fool? How could someone be so cruel? Just a masochist, enlisting in pain But why should I explain? {You won't change} Adrift on a satellite falling around the Earth... [I've been searching for something that feels like a home] You'll see that all matter is only a scattered curse [And I don't understand why you'd go it alone] You'll hear pitter-pattering sounds from across the 'Verse [But they say 'if you love something, you should let go...'] But none will compare {To the sun that we shared, I hope we'll find our stars aligned again}

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released October 2, 2019

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Bobby Mathis Ithaca, New York

Bobby Mathis is a multi-instrumentalist, composer, singer and songwriter from Ithaca, NY. In the Spring of 2014, he began to write, record and release singles on a monthly basis. He recently finished recording his 6th LP.

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