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Small Mercy

by Bobby Mathis

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1.
You can take it from me You don't wanna be free Catch a glimpse of the breeze And you'll never un-see it You don't know what you're in for So you're better off indoors No horizon to run towards No surprise when you're done for Vicious cycle of catch and release Homicide in the second degree It's some kind of a wretched disease Kiss the bible and get on your knees It's homogenization, It's commodification It's the manifestation of a manifest nation Don't build me up Don't tear me down Don't hesitate to leave me to drown Don't idolize me Don't despise me Don't be surprised if I end up letting you down (Letting you down) It's never too late to surrender your fate Leave your soul at the gate and give in to the sickness You don't know what you're here for Staring back at the mirror Not worth shedding a tear for Such a fickle exterior Vicious cycle of catch and release Homicide in the second degree It's some kind of a wretched disease Kiss the bible and get on your knees It's homogenization It's commodification Now you're losing your patience Now you need a vacation Don't build me up Don't tear me down Don't hesitate to leave me to drown Don't idolize me Don't despise me Don't act surprised when I end up letting you down (Letting you down)
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The Hill 04:45
Fell asleep seventeen, woke up 71 Your bones are brittle, your back is bent but you know there's so much work to be done Before they turn out the sun One step at a time and you forget how to run, and shuffling through this waking life will break you like a war (Now) Are you losing your mind, or just having some fun? Or are they one and the same; sun and rain, love and pain You woke up 71 Now you're over the hill Over the hill, over the hill Woke up twenty-and-seven, now you're 72 You're broke and bitter, you rue the days you wasted in your youth You're getting long in the tooth Do you still think of me, like I think about you? What's the point in your memories if they only make you blue? (Now) Are you losing your mind, or just got nothing to do? Or are they one and the same; sun and rain, love and pain Now you're 72 Now you're over the hill Over the hill, over the hill It's not the worst of it, you know Even though you tried your best and it barely even showed But you're not the first to feel alone, and I know how it feels to face the daylight on your own Now you're over the hill, Over the hill, over the hill (x2) It's not the worst of it, you know Even though you tried your best and it barely even showed But you're not the first to feel alone, and I know how it feels to fight the daylight on your own
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End of Daze 04:33
Maybe this is how it ends, not with tyranny and war, but a pathogen You can almost taste the fear You and I should really try and disappear But if you're headed towards the light, don't forget to keep your nose and your mouth shut tight Hope you don't forget to write, but where you're going, you'll need every megabyte As the smoke begins to clear, From the ashes they appear For posterity, in vain Will they stop and shed a tear For the fallen engineers and their pesky little brains? Maybe this is how it ends Not from enemies you've made, but from your friends Can't outrun what can't be seen It's a microscopic, 'pocalyptic fiend So, if you're headed towards the light don't forget to keep your eyes and your mouth shut tight Hope you don't give up the fight, 'cause where you're going, you'll need every little bite As the smoke begins to clear, From the ashes they appear For posterity, in vain Will they stop and shed a tear For the fallen engineers of the rapture on parade?
4.
Fool's Gold 03:38
Bonfire of the vanities, Last call for humanity Wandering's the only thing that ever made much sense to me, but, oh! will we ever get back home, on the wings that they call bones? Out there on our own, with the wings that they call bones, the wings that they call bones (but) How am I supposed to sell my soul? when Mephistopheles, he knows that it was never really gold, No, it wasn't even gold and I can try and make things right, but the shadow takes it's toll Lost sight of the enemy, Holding out for the remedy, The devil on the hill, he's filled with everything but empathy for you, and all his promises, untrue Yeah, he plays you like a fool You let the devil rule, and he played you like a fool, he played you like... 'Open your mouth, and close your eyes, I'll give you somethin' to make you die Hold out your hands, and I'll cut them off Don't look to me when you start to cough' (but) How am I supposed to sell my soul? when Mephistopheles, he knows that it was never really gold, No, it wasn't even gold And I can try to make it right, but the shadow takes it's toll Am I supposed to sell my soul? when Beelzebub, he knows that it was never really gold, No, it wasn't even gold And when I try to make it right, well, the shadow takes control
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interval I 00:47
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interval II 00:56
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Outside the bar where we met, chokin' back tears and cigarettes, She foretold it, said "I'll never grow old," it came true Got the self-destruction blues, from a self-inflicted wound No one could save her from the glazier that made her like this Now it's all in the wrist, drive the knife in and twist I could have told you how this ends Nice to know you Tried to show you how you could make out the light from the darkness of your darkest night Tried to make it alright but your lighter was white Yeah, your lighter was white Now your lighter don't light I tried to tell her I'd been there One foot in hell, one in despair It's contagious, though it seems so outrageously dumb Gotta crawl before you run, but your knees are gettin' numb Self-flagellation never seemed quite as impatient as this Now it's all in the wrist, drive the knife in and twist I could have told you how this would end Nice to know you, time to show you out You couldn't make out the light from the darkness of your darkest night Tried to make it alright, but your lighter was white Yeah, your lighter was white
8.
Small Mercy 05:52
When the echoes start to rhyme, will the quiet take a verse? It's a bitter tasting wine, not a blessing or a curse In the corners of your mind lie the flickering remains from a long forgotten time that you'll never know again If you don't remember, it was a cold December The hour is nigh for you and I to take our bow The audience was losing interest anyhow But even so, I'll have you know that hope remains For time will ease the pain Yes, time will ease your pain As the quiet takes your mind, don't go rippin' out your hair As the travesty unwinds, keep the virus in the air While you're waiting for a sign, keep your chin above the Earth For at the end of 'Auld Lang Syne' lies a fiery rebirth Do you still remember? It was a cold December
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Tunnels 01:26
10.
Let Me Go 03:44
Wouldn't you know it, you're lonely Whatever you were, now it's all fallin' back to the dirt Won't you tell me where it hurts? You said you wished you'd never known me, And I understand But this was never a part of the plan Let me help you wash your hands Wish I could be your one and only It's what you deserve But since do we get what we've earned? Far more likely to get burned I wish you'd never tried to own me This hole in my heart can't be filled, only spills when you start What's a fire without a spark? Couldn't you tell that I was in pain? Not all in my head, As I tossed and I turned in our bed, Said "I wish that I was dead." But you're no Courtney, I'm no Cobain, No corpse to exhume, Just a sad little man on the moon Like a dog, he licks his wounds Promise to love you, now and always Despite what you know Yeah, the virus was takin' a toll Long before I lost control Flood, inflammation; to the blood-brain! I came and I went, Choked on words that I never had meant Now it's much too late to repent
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More Tunnels 01:44

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released December 22, 2020

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Bobby Mathis Ithaca, New York

Bobby Mathis is a multi-instrumentalist, composer, singer and songwriter from Ithaca, NY. In the Spring of 2014, he began to write, record and release singles on a monthly basis. He recently finished recording his 6th LP.

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